Its very hard to go through.... I just dont know what to do........... Sometimes i feel dum sometimes smart........ Sometimes i solve the whole problem but sometimes stuck at start�.. I don�t want to live anymore�� I don�t have love to give any more�.. I wish I could spread my wings and fly away very high�. I have so much pain that I cant even cry�.. I wish I could just kill my self and die�.. And look at myself last time in the mirror and say by..... But I cant cauz its in my religion�. So all I want to do is fly away like a pigeon�.. I don�t know about my future and cant forget the past�. That love, that could not last�. I hope this time passes so fast�. I just cant wait for the day, which is my last�. I need some angel to grab my hand�. And pull me up from this land�. That fake smile on my face�. Makes people think I am happy and winning this life�s race�. No body ever looked in my eyes�.. And tell me that smile on my face always lies�. I cant sleep at the night any more�. With this pain I cannot fight any more�. I just cant be cool anymore�. And make myself fool anymore�. I am still alive thinking there is someone who will care�. Who will love me and when I need her, she will be there�.. I don�t know, I just cant love anymore�. I can�t be someone�s glove anymore�..
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