since then till even now....
i'm lost, i'm empty, i'm scared,
i'm confused, i'm trying to explain,
i'm searching, ...... bringing myself to terms
with it is one of the hardest things i'm being forced to do ....
forced because life does go on..but mine is stagnent.
it'll never be the same again.....
will change ..... will come across many experiences .....
he light will never fade, the memories will never be forgotten .......
I procastinate a lot, I'm very self-explanatory,
and most of the people I meet say I'm beyond my years.
How far thats true? Haven't a clue- ask the third person.
I LOVE shugh-lo-fying.
Heh. I believe my sole purpose is to make people happy, and you'll pretty much always see me smiling, and jumping around.
I strongly believe in individuality. Hmm .....
I can talk about absolutely nothing at all for the longest time..

*I love my teneeez*I love my friends*.*wet soil*cold water*insense*acting weird and knowing
it*candles*family*france*glasses*artificialflowers*stars*squares*time*.*loud speakers*paper cups*chocolate*.*woofers*pink shirts on other people*wonderland*roller coasters*beaches*adrenaline*coffee*latt�s*smoothies*second cup*tim hortons*fudge sticks*James Dean*vintage things*chevorlet62's*.*wrist bands*sentiment*wind*sunshine*car availibility*parties*the word vodka*highways*.*colour*black*gwen stefani*nelly furtado*randomness*security*sleep*start from the dark*sunscreen*brody*bhudda*wooden floors*japanese lamps*going out*travelling*meeting new people*.*dreams again*experiencing new things and other random things......ahhhmmmmmmm!!!
I�m generally loud, hyper, whacked in the head however you'd like to put it, but can be reserved if I want to be. I love to sing!! [I have soo much time- I mean,
I am typing all this arent I? But, hell you're the one reading it.]
m living in a place where i m n This is really random.

Everything is I, I, but really I�m not all that.. People see things and ask why, I dream things that never were, and ask why not..thats all. Live

Hmmm lemme think ... I wud luv to b able to go on mars 1 day coz sum of my frndz think I belong 2 mars im an alein so I realli wanna c my bredrins...mite find my Mr Right there...u never kno..!!!! ------- Rather than that all what so speak up else ......

Gladiator, The pianist, Armagedon, Lord of the rings, Arsenal, Assasin, Bla and much more bla ..... there are so many other good movies i really love alot like
The Moulin Rouge, Brown Sugar, Gladiator, Troy, Men of Honour, Thirteen, Catch Me If You Can, The Matrix (first one) Raise your Voice, Shall We Dance, Save The Last Dance, The Terminal, mMmm I'm not a whack movie watcher, but I loved these. All in ways different from one another.

I try not to watch much tv, but I like, CSI, Cold Case, Scrubs, That 70's Show, Fear Factor, Who's Line Is It Anyway?, Wade Robson Project, Goodness Gracious Me, Friends, Full House..Jerry Springer show .... what more ..... dont have dat much tyme >>

hmmmmmmm ..... well hate the academic books .... yes harry potter, who move my cheese, internal demini, Mens are from mars, angel and demon, Pleasures of philosophy by Will Durant......books like the alchemist that make one think.

..... ------ Success is ma Only mother fukin option failure not ------ .......